In the nightime hours I like to mask as an innovator, someone who is in the know…someone who can think up wild things and then make them easily and quickly.
I’m a super hero/innovator! Making things and making money for myself (but also doing some social good along the way).
Obviously, I am kidding, this is a snippet into my extra-person persona. Someone who never doubts themselves, or feels badly about themselves, someone how has the audacity of a mediocre white man (come at me bro!). I am totally romanticising my existence, but in my defense, it seems like everyone else has it all together. Now, never you mind that when I do comparisons that I always, 100% compare up. Of course, I never compare myself to someone worse off than me. No! I need to feel belittled and small in my own brain for some reason.
But this superhero?? This person who always believes in themselves and is convinced that their ideas area always good ideas?? Someone who never gets lost in the fog of a hard project? Or ever has a bad day? I would love to be that person. But sadly that is a figment of my imagination, and my therapist would strongly indicate that literally no one lives like that, that we all have doubts and bad days. But that the ones who are successful have a better grip of their own mental state and can draw themselves out of it when they notice that things are slipping.
But I always counter with the ultra-elite… maybe they are delusional enough to fell like this all the time. I recently heard that Mark Zuckerburg drove TWO yachts to Norway so he could go skiing off a mountain and then didn’t have to park his helicopter on land?? He totally lives in a fantasy,
But back to real life, I like to keep my nose in some innovator happenings and I think that one aspect of our online world has become trendy. That is SEO.
Now I don’t work in SEO, but I do know that you just can’t leave your webite up and expect it do bring in clients for you. So I know that it’s important. But when I google the pverage prices of different SEO packages I’m flummoxed by the prices… I saw somewhere on Reddit that a person was spending ten thousand dollars a month for six months. And then their agency didn’t even get them any results? So I farted around online a bit and found someone who offers affordable SEO in Toronto.
Their prices aren’t online (tricky!) but its seems more relatable than a big agency that just takes your money and never gives any results. Good SEO much be magic, maybe I should get into it?
Back to my superhero persona… I really am going to live in that state of mind today because I’ve had terrible sleep and I need to get some shit done!